Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Falling down and getting back up

So I have made some realizations this week. One I can't stand where I live. I miss my friends and miss my family. I don't want Tom to leave in the next few weeks and staying here all alone is not an option. I need to be around people that love and support me. People than encourage me and even though I sound whinny can empathize with me. I thought that I would be able to just walk away from everything I had in Charlotte but realized that its not that easy. I had an amazing support system, and people that understood me. I feel like my husband has been wonderful to me. He is truly my best friend. I have reached the point in my pregnancy where I cry at the drop of a dime. Even though he jokes and tells me I'm crazy he is nothing but supportive. When I'm not feeling well he is always trying to make me feel better. Even if it just means snuggling with me in bed and holding me tight. I don't know what I did to deserve such an amazing man but I am never letting him go. On another note my puppers have been great too. They are definitely great company when Tom isn't here. I'm on week 14 of my pregnancy. like 500 weeks to go lol. Or so it feels like. I feel a lot better except being tired all the time. It's like I want to sleep forever. I figured out I love eggs today. Gone through a dozen in a week, so I guess eggs are my craving? I learned how to make eggs in a basket and its my favorite ever! And I have been eating a lot of salad lately, its my late night snack so I don't eat super heavy. I don't think I'm hitting my 100oz of water a day but thats a lot!!! I need to try and keep a water bottle on me at all times! Christmas is almost here. So proud of us for getting all the shopping done already! Just have a couple more gifts to wrap and I'm done with that too thank God. Can't wait to go home Friday! Get to see my amazing church family! And get to spend some time with my friends this weekend too!! Its gonna be a busy couple of weeks but a wonderful couple of weeks!!!